R.I.P.

7.16.2010 (無題)

勝手な奴や…。
はじめてお前を思いっきり殴りたいって思った。
いつもお前がなんかやらかしても大佑やししゃあないわ笑って許してきたけど…

お前どうしたんや？
この俺に最後ぐらい連絡しろよバカ

きっとほんまに色々辛かったんやな…ごめんな
ごめんな

一昨日お前のバンドの事メールで話したとこやのに
いいアルバム出来そうって言ってたやろ
早く聴かせろよ
いつもいつもお前は危なっかしい奴やったから…心配してたよ

なんか虚無感とまったく実感がないし今だに、
ビックリしましたか？すんませんってひょっこり出てきそうで…そんな気がしてならへん

わ
今やったら許したるから出ておいで…大佑

生きるってやっぱ辛いよな
これから俺がお前に出来る事考える

大好きで、一番会いたかった人に思いっきり甘えて
ゆっくり寝てください

もう苦しむ事のないように…


今日会いに行くからね


京


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7.16.2010 (Untitled)

Such a selfish person...
I think this is the first time I wanted to hit you with all my might.
Even when you always did something, “It's Daisuke so it can’t be helped” and I laughed it off and forgave you ...

What happened to you?
You should’ve called me at the last moment, idiot.

Surely, there were really a lot of hardships...Sorry
I’m sorry

A day ago we were talking through email about your band.
You told me that you were about to make a good album.
Hurry up and let me listen to it.
You were always a clumsy/risky person...I was worried.

I don’t feel any emptiness or actual sensation, and even now, it could be like
“Are you surprised? Sorry (note: This is what Kyo imagines what Daisuke would say) .” And it feels like you’ll just pop up and... I can’t help feel that way.
If it’s now, I’d forgive you so please come out...Daisuke

As expected, living is very hard.
From now on, I will think of things that I can do for you.

Depend as much as you want on the person you loved and missed the most (wanted to see the most).
Please sleep soundly.

Let there be no more suffering...

I’m going to see you today.


Kyo


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生きるって辛かったかもしれない。。。

でも死んだら何も起こってないわ～

京ちゃん|||は頑張って生きてて下さい！

諦めちゃ駄目よ！！




大佑さんに

ご苦労様でした

ゆっくりお休みなさいね



I'll miss you

R.I.P.

深夜より